Sexual development 1

Name:	Louise Walker
E-mail address:	louise.walker@gmail.com
Subject:	My sexual development - continues on
Message:	I'd seen my father's penis on a good few occasions. We weren't a family that went around nude or flaunting it but we weren't a prudish family either. On camping trips we shared the same tent up until I left junior college so i was often seen naked by dad and saw him naked too. This was different. CJ was just stood there naked. His penis and balls clearly on show. Is tobacco brown pubic hair seemed to be in a monks ring around his penis. It was flaccid bit with signs of excitement. It last about 10 seconds that first sight but it seemed a life time. I'd just put my hand to my mouth and looked at the other girls. I didn't gasp but you could hear my breath being drawn in. Marie was bent double and turning her head away. Kelly seemed not sure. Unsure, it was has if she was deeply processing something. She looked mesmerised but also very uncertain. Helen had a fit of the giggles but was managing to over come them to look. CJ went on his way. His pert little bottom glowed brightly in the sun light. Once he'd got to the diagonally opposite corner, he did his little twirl. I could clearly see his meat and two veg sway with the movement. He twirl a few times clearly exhibiting his self. He walked back to the group and said, "Well you didn't stop me. So its one of your turns". We all now looked at Kelly. "What you looking at me for?" she said. "Well your the blabber mouth" Marie said. "No way" Kelly said. "Well I'm not showing these my bits" Marie said. I was conflicted. I just wanted to stand up and strip off and run around naked for the boys. But the well brought up me was keeping me pinned to the lounger. The other side of me now had a strange thought and feeling. I wanted to see Kelly's embarrassment or humiliation by being made to do it. For I was sure that she wouldn't enjoy it any more than I would. "Well you can undress your self and go streaking or me and Lou will strip you" Marie said. This just kicked me into over drive. Not really sure why that first time. I'd not seen any one stripped. But the idea of it just seemed to trigger something. Kelly stood hesitantly. She looked confused. She seemed to be where she wanted to be but was not sure if it was the right place after all. She breathed in deeply. Turned away and began to undo her top. The boys where ecstatic at just this simple unrevealing act. They 'high fived' each other and made delighted sounds. Not words as such. "KAW" is the close to the sound as I can spell. "She's doing it" said bob. I was just in awe and amazed. I'd hoped I'd be as brave when it was my turn. yes looking back I am sure even at that point that I knew I'd be going through with it. Kelly slipped off her top keeping her breasts covered. Still back to the boys. I was spilt between looking at CJ member and Kelly. Kelly was winning. She now looked over her shoulder and started to push down her bikini bottoms to reveal her lush no white bits sun tanned bottom. She let them drop to the floor and covered her bush with her other free hand. She now turned naked but concealed. She stood for a moment letting us drink it in. Then was off around the pool. At the closest farthest corner bottom to us Craig said, "Drop your arms away" Kelly ignored him and continued much slower than normal because of the concealing. When see approached the diagonal corner Craig once more commanded, "You have to show the lot and do a twirl". Kelly came to a halt. Looked around then over to us. The boys and me where fixed on her. Marie still giggling was trying not to look. Helen I wasn't interested in her. Kelly dropped her arms quickly and recovered. She began to walk off. "No way. Your still getting a full show of me we want to see you". CJ said. CJ hadn't dressed and once more it brought his naked bum to my attention. Kelly would be looking right at his penis. She looked around unsure then dropped her arms to reveal everything. she fidgeted on the spot and then slowly turned. she came to a stop for a few moments then quickly covered and started on her journey back. the boys begged her to "walk naked" meaning uncovered but she wouldn't. When she arrived back me and Marie where on our feet to meet her and hug her. "way to go girl" Once back she dressed back into her bikini. We where praising her and commenting on her bravery. The boys where saying how great she looked and making sure she knew what they had saw. "Right one of you go first this time" Craig said. "No you've had your fun" Marie said. "So the rest of you are chickens, then" naked CJ said. I was now back looking at his member. "You said one of us for you so you've had your one" Marie said. "I'll do it next" said Craig, "if one of you do it first". "No way. I'm not that stupid" Marie said. More persuasion followed. Then Marie said, "Helen will do it". "No you or Lou" Bob said. I felt sorry for Helen that the boys didn't want to see her naked. There are points in your life where you clearly know that you are about to make a momentous decision. One that will change your life for ever. Its as if you can see beyond a wall, well not see but know that something exist beyond the wall. I started three or four times before I started properly. I turned back to the boys. "Lou!" Marie exclaimed. I think realising that my going through with it meant she would now have to. I undid my top and let it drop. I covered as Kelly had done. I wanted the boys to see me naked but not see my bits and pieces. That I know makes no sense but you'll just have to go figure it for yourself because I can't make sense of it even today. I then slipped off my bottoms and learned about the sacrifice of the bum. A lady's bum is always sacrificed in these situations to cover more essential parts. I now breathed. I looked down and saw my covered nakedness. I was two people. The observer and the observed. Wanting to and wanting to fly, die, curl up, disappear. I turned and the boys where appreciative. Whistles and wows. I set off around the pool covered. The boys crying after me to drop 'em. At the diagonal corner I stopped and turned to face them. Until then I was imagining what the boys where seeing of my naked bottom. I was wondering what was going through there minds. A bit of me was wondering if they could be trusted or would this make me a laughing stock. Now I would do something that I'd either regret for the rest of my life. or regret not doing. I was stood completely naked in the sun clearly on show for the first time in my life for a group of boys to see. I wasn't loving it or hating it. In fact I was neutral. I was just me there naked. I dropped my arms and slowly turned around. I didn't display. I didn't wait to turn just stopped and started at the same instant. I completed my first turn to the boys say very complimentary things about me and my body so I carried on turning. Once back around me sense returned or fear I can't remember which and I covered again quickly. I began to walk and the boys called for me to be fair and walk uncovered. About half way back I just did it. dropped my arms and walked naked back to be greeted by hugs from Marie and Kelly. I dressed and Craig waited although Marie was already goading him to strip and streak. "I'm wait for Lou to finish" he said. Once I had finished dressing he slipped off his trunks and stood there. even flaccid it was big. I do mean big. We girls all just looked. He made no attempt to conceal. he even lifted it up so we could see the pointed end. Kelly's request. It was a couple of minutes before he went for his walk and we got to see his muscular bottom. Craig worked out at a gym. Not a modern one like we have these days but a boxing gym for boys. We saw everything very clearly. I wasn't embarrassed like I was a bit with CJ. Seeing CJ seemed naughty as in in trouble. This was just very naughty warm feelings all over. Craig completed his walk and like CJ stayed naked. I was trying not to compare but couldn't help it. "Well your up next Marie" Kelly said. "No its their turn to go first again". Marie said. Bob just stripped off his t-shirt and shorts and started walking. Marie's face looked a picture. She knew her fate was really sealed now. I'd been taken so by surprise by bob that I hadn't saw anything. So now had the site of his still small school boy bum waddling. He reached the display corner as we came to call it. And showed clearly his bits and pieces. He was still a school boy where as the others had turned the corner into being young men. He arrived back and stayed naked. Marie tried everything to get out of it. But when Kelly had enough she said, "Well we'll just have to strip you". Marie said, "NO, no" and without much more ado turned her back to the boys. She slipped off her top and eventually her bottoms. She turned and covered amazed us. She dropped her arms and stood there quite naked on show. Her next comment was unexpected, completely. "I should make you two do it again properly". With that she walked off quite naked. even her firm breasts wobbled a little bit. Her blonde bush did not conceal her woman hood at all. It was not a raunchy walk the only way I can describe it is, She walked quite matter of factly. You could just see everything but she wasn't showing you everything. Unlike my run and Kelly's where the boys where very vocal they stood silently as I did drinking on the seen. I was more interested in their faces then looking at Marie but I didn't miss the opportunity. Kelly had a rye smile on her face. When she saw me looking, she smiled and mouthed. "Tell you latter". Marie did her twirl and returned to the group for a hug from me then Kelly. Marie dressed and Helen now looked very uncomfortable. No one was daring her or even paying her attention. It was as if she'd disappeared. I had to say something even if I was to sign Helen's death warrant so to speak. "Helen's turn" I said. There was little enthusiasm for it. except on the part of Helen who at my comment stripped in plain view of the boys and stood there for a good few minutes until I said "You better do your walk now". This first incident stands out in my memory. We where really horrible to Helen. She was often the butt of jokes there after and on one occasions we made her show the boys her womanhood very up close and personal. We went our separate ways after junior college and I've often wondered what happened to her and if we did her any permanent damage.
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Sunday, July 11th 2010 - 02:52:32 AM

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Name:	Louise Walker
E-mail address:	louise.walker@gmail.com
Subject:	My sexual development - continues
Message:	Sorry for last post cutting short at interesting point. I wasn't watching the time. We laid in the late afternoon sun for about an hour reading magazines and chatting. I can't really describe that first time naked. It felt wrong but Oh so right. For the first half hour every sound had you all alert. You couldn't help but want to look at the others. First furtively then much more boldly. Kelly certainly seemed to like the attention. Her breasts where smaller than mind but had finished forming completely, They fill out more over the next year but shaping wise they where done. Marie had little spikes, I can't think of any other way to describe them. They would over the next year fill out and shape into a volcano cone. Helen's where like very large poached eggs. The came out of her chest by about quarter of a inch but where very flat. They must have had a diameter of 6 inches. just think of a large poached egg. Mine where what Dom calls yatchies. They have a v triangle at the bottom and a more round curve at the top. The nipple curves up and points to the sky slightly. What was of more interest was what was down below. Marie being blonde had very light hair covering so I could clearly see her pussy lips. They where very tight and straight. Helen had a big think forest untamed. You could really see anything. Kelly was sensational. She cut and trimmed. It was a neat triangle and short and thick. Her vagina was like two semi-circle lines. It was very clearly defined. Although I'd seen all of them naked in gym class or pool before this was the first time that I could look as opposed to just catch a glimpse. As I said Kelly now p the stakes. "Dare you to run around the pool" Kelly said. I lay still not sure if she meant me. She sat up and turned to sit on the edge of her lounger. "Well dare you all". "That's just silly" Marie said. "It's daring" Kelly said. I was already feeling strange feelings. My body made me want to close my legs tight. I could feel myself breathing. My skin prickled. I could feel my body doing it. I closed my eyes and imagined myself half way around bum on show. "Go on know one can see" Kelly said. "So what's the point" I said not knowing where that comment came from. We all giggled. A few silent and hanging seconds of tension followed and then Kelly stood. I looked at her up and down. She looked over to the pool and then generally around. Hesitated and then set off. Marie giggled and covered her mouth, then looked at me. Helen now sat up and watched. We stared in amazement has Kelly walked around the pool. Once diagonally opposite us she did a twirl with arms out showing off every thing in the strong sun. She walked back and stood at the line our loungers ends made. "You next" she said to me. I looked over to the pool. It seemed to grow in size. The far corner seemed a long way from the house. There again thinking back now my bikini was down in the basement. I stood. Marie said, "You are both mad. I'm not doing it" That just seemed to strangely give me steel to do it. I set off around the pool. The increased heat of the direct sun scorched my naked body. The pool tiles where quite warm. I wish I could say I felt something in particular. I had a sense of what I was doing was naughty. naughty in the parents would tell you off if they caught you stakes. Rather than sexy naughty. I was more aware once more of sounds from around the neighbourhood. At the diagonally opposite part of the pool Kelly called out for me to do a twirl. I did and then something hit me. It was a mix of fear and "some invisible being in my body took over'. I was willingly displaying my naked body for another girl. I finished my walk and sat back down on the lounger. Marie was very resistant to the walk idea. She pointed out that she thought that the pool could be seen by a number of houses. Now she told us. She said we should dress because her mum would be in soon. At least one whole hour away. It was a silly idea, nothing to it, pointless. At this Helen stood up and did the walk. That sealed Marie's fate and reluctantly, hesitantly looking through the trees to see if she could be seen she completed the walk. We all sat panting for a few seconds then just burst out laughing. We finished the late afternoon sun and after a good few attempts by Marie she dragged us in to dress. We walked naked through the house which did feel very naughty again. Something had happened. The pool was a safe place to be naked. It was a okay place to be naked. You where meant to be naked around pools. You weren't meant to be naked in your friends family room, front hall or down in the basement. The summer grow even hotter. We spent days around the pool with the lads. They where lucky if they saw us in our bikinis which they kept requesting. The sun was much to strong to not be in the shade or covered. A thunder storm took the heat out of the summer again and meant we could now sunbath properly again. I'd lay in bed imagining being naked around my pool. Totally impractical. Then around Craig's pool. Then in my house where i shouldn't be. I began when home alone doing dashes as I called them to various places in the house. Then just walking around. I'd began to explore more my own body in bed and gave myself some lovely feelings. One night my body exploded. I wasn't frighted but really didn't know what to call it. You could really ask your mum. It was months later in school that I heard older girls talking about orgasms. We'd been sitting around the pool for a couple of hours when Craig said. "Don't you girls want to go topless". Well I just went crimson. Marie instantly protested our collective innocence. "Kelly told me all about your topless sunbathing" Craig said. Let us call him Bob, said "I thought you said they where naked" Marie now turned on Kelly. "You bitch what you tell them for" Kelly now seemed embarrassed. A thought popped into my head and I looked over to and around the pool imagining. Craig and the boys ribbed us for over an hour. Until let us call him CJ said, "I'll do the dare if one of you girls will" they knew about that too. They pestered us to agree. Eventually CJ said, "Well I'm going to do it. If you don't stop me its your agreement to one of you doing it". With that he stood slipped off his shorts and off he went.

Sunday, July 11th 2010 - 01:03:06 AM