| Name: | Lou |
| Subject: | My sexual development |
| Message: | Not sure if
my experience fit here or are allowed. I have been coming to this board
and various other boards for about a year now. A friend of mine told me
about one of the other boards which had a link to here. I haven't yet
had the courage to post on that board and it disappeared for a long
while.
I am now 37 years old in live in UK but was born in USA. My father moved around a lot with his work. Initial in US Army then in national parks service. So I was moved between schools about every 12 to 18 months. When I was 14 I was sent to a summer camp for kids who where struggling with their studies. Don't get me wrong I'm very bright but I kept missing some bits of the curriculum and get other bits twice. The first week there noting interesting happened. We where just getting to know each other. On the second week 3 lads from another school in our district who where with us where caught out after lights out. We give them some ribbing about this and they called us 'goody two shoes'. They dared us to sneak out after lights out with them. We did and just hung out at the edge of camp chatting. this happen the next night when we where nearly caught. The excitement was exhilarating. The next night they said they had found a haunted house and dared us to come with them. We walked through the woods to the stone half ruin. It was a bit spooky but we soon made it our base.den. It was in all honesty only about 300 metres away from the camp you could see its lights just through the trees. In the third week the lads asked us to play a game of truth and dare. We resisted for a while but agreed to play with provisos. It was pretty tame the main dare was one of the other girls showing her bra strap. Fourth and final week the lads had somehow got hold of some alcohol. Well I hadn't had alcohol before in that quantity and was soon drunk. The boys said they wanted us to play a game of chicken with them. We foolishly agreed. The game started very tame but soon got to show us your bra straps, then show us your knickers by puling them up through waistband. next was they asked me to lift my skirt which I did. I stood with it around my waist with white panties on show. The other girls soon followed. One of the other girls then dared a boy to show his willy. before I could really object or run or do anything the boy was stood in front of us with his trousers and underpants around ankles. When after the other two boys had done likewise the turned passed to us girls again. Inevitably the request came. Drop your panties and show us your bush. Well I stood there panties around ankles skirt up bush on show. The other girls likewise except one had jeans and panties around ankles and the other had her shorts and panties off. We had just dared the boys to strip completely when we heard a noise and went for cover. After hiding a while the two camp leader found us and we where watched like hawks for the rest of the week until we went home. |
Friday, 4 April 2014
sexual development 5
Sexual development 4
| Name: | Louise Walker |
| E-mail address: | louise.walker@gmail.com |
| Subject: | My sexual development - continues |
| Message: | The next
episode in my life is by far the strangest. It does not involve anything
other than nudity. Its the context that makes it strange. For those who
have my accounts of my meeting with Ally on the St George's Hospital
Site and Creative Jottings Blog will no that I'm very board minded.
I'd only been at the district school about six weeks before the summer camp. I hadn't really gotten to know anyone particularly. The summer camp provided the opportunity to meet and get to know the two other girls. Let us call them one of them Mindy & the other Windy. Obviously not real names. It turns out that Mindy lives in my neighbourhood almost diagonally opposite corners. Her house as a pool but the house, grounds and pool as seen better days. But at least it had a pool. She began to invite me over. She and Windy where already best friends. Now Mindy had a brother lets call him Mork. One day I'm over Mindy's with Windy and we are by the pool. I'm in a once piece swimsuit and Windy is in Shorts, I assume bikini bottoms on underneath, and a bikini top. Mindy is in a bikini. Mork approached us and we are introduced. Prior to this he'd kept his distance and seemed content to spy on us which I'd commented on. We got into conversation which I can not recall in detail up to the point where he mentions the summer camp. He skirts around the topic a bit then asks did we enjoy flashing our bits and pieces at the boys. Well the truth was until I went to that summer camp I was not at all interested in boys or girls. But since the camp I'd discovered two things. Firstly I had became interested in what other people looked like underneath their clothes both boys and girls. I'd begun to have waking dreams as I called them then but realise they are actually fantasies now. I'm a very visual person. Secondly I discovered that if you touched yourself while thinking about such things you give yourself some very nice feelings. I'd discovered quite naturally masturbation. My mum and dad weren't against nudity but neither where they for it. I'd seen both naked and they me. But we always dressed and undressed behind closed doors, or kept our backs to each other if at pools etc.. If moving around the house we where always dressed to some degree or had a towel wrapped around us. So I blushed and felt myself going red at Mork's comment. Windy told him not to be so disgusting and it was none of his business. He said that he'd like to see us naked. We told him exactly where to go. I however could feel that special feeling between my legs but secretly wished some how he would make us. I also was looking at his shorts in the right area wondering what he'd look like. He then said that he could make his sister do anything he wanted. I noticed Mindy suddenly look frighten and pale. She said for him to go. Mork said that if he wanted Mindy would stand up right there in the yard and strip naked. Windy said well that was nothing her being his sister but she very much doubted it. Mork told Mindy to stand and strip. To my utter amazement and I'm afraid to say enjoyment Mindy stood and removed her bikini. She had a great body I thought but it was the first time I was looking at another female with a 'sexual' eye. I'd seen her naked at camp when we where going to or getting out of bed but that was just naked. This was being sexually nude. I didn't say a thing but just stared at her breasts than bush and then whole body. Windy told her not to be stupid and get dress before someone saw. Mork said she would not dress until she said. Mindy looked very uncomfortable nearly to tears, definitely embarrassed and humiliated. I not realising yet was just enjoying and making that obvious to my shame now and poor Mindy's regret. A truck or something made a noise and Mindy grabbed her bikini and dart to the tree and bush to shield herself from the back door and windows. Both she and Mork looked in that direction clearly looking for their parents. I was just watching Mindy's naked bottom has she hurriedly tried to dress. It wasn't their parents but Mork had decided to return to his layer leaving us girls. We didn't talk about the incident but remained very quiet until Windy managed to find a different subject to talk about. I didn't get the opportunity to visit Mindy again for a good few weeks. The long vacation was coming to a end. The house we where living in was a temporary rent until dad at long last purchased a house. He was planing to stay in Washington for at least five years. So we'd been looking at houses and making arrangements to move. Also the weather had turned unseasonally cold and wet so sitting around pools was not the thing. Once more the weather had brighten up and warmed up and we where around the pool. I could tell that Mindy was hesitant about something. She had started a topic a couple of times and then changed it. eventually, she said that she need our help. Windy and I both sat up and paid attention. She looked around then stood up and removed her swimsuit completely. Windy just burst out laughing at the strange behaviour. I however just looked once more at the beautiful body. I'd spent a lot of hours in my bed reviewing the original incident and fantasising where it could have led too. I dreamed of Mork making me stand and strip. I dreamed of seeing the three of us in a line naked. So I was enjoying the view and hopeful this was going to lead somewhere but still feel quite apprehensive of being naked here and now, or indeed naked and being seen by Mindy and Windy or Mork who I was sure was lurking and watching this. Mindy but her hands on her head and said that Mork had something on her and that she need us to help her. Mork wanted us to do what he wanted and if we did he wouldn't tell their parents about Mindy. To this day I do not know what Mork had on Mindy she would not say. She said it was to awful to tell anyone but Mork would tell if we didn't do what he wanted. Further questioning obtained the vital information that what Mork wanted was to see us naked. It emerged that Mork had seen Windy naked a few times when they when younger and Mindy dropped the bombshell that he'd spied on Windy when she slept over and had seen her in various states of dress or undress. Although very nervous but also excited at the idea I agreed out of a sense of wanting to be friends with the girls. Looking back now and having thought about this curious incident I think I should have told my parents or Mindy's. Quite what I would have told them I don't know. I've thought about what it was that Mork had on Mindy but I have dismissed all my ideas for one reason or another. Mindy eventually dressed after we agreed. Days went by with no requests then Mindy said it was to be Tuesday. On the Saturday before when we where around hers she gave us both a note which Mork had called her into the house to get. I read the note it said, Please bring swimsuit and bikini and a set of your mothers underwear. I was very puzzled about the later request and we talked about it. Windy was concerned about taking some of her mothers clothes how would she get them out of the house. That made me think too. That night Windy called me. I did not have a telephone in my room so made conversation difficult. We both eventually agreed to the terms and told Mindy who looked very relieved. Tuesday came and I made my way over to the house at the time given to me. When I arrived Windy was stood naked in the centre of the living room. Mork had open the door to me. He simply told me to take my clothes off. I stood near windy in the open space in the centre of the room. I asked where Mindy was and Windy said she was in the basement. I was now tingling. I was in shear delight and absolute fear. My mind wanted too. My body wanted too. But I did not. I was breathing hard, so hard it hurt. My heart was pounding in my chest and ears. I need to go. my pleasure zone was wanting the latest new method I'd found for stimulating myself. I was worried but not sure about what. What I mean is I was sure something was going to happen to me and I did not know if I would like it or not or what it was. I knew what sex was and that it was wrong but not the actual mechanics of it. In those days I didn't know about such things as spanking, being tied up, pubic shaves, streaking etc. So I was stood there thinking I hope he doesn't do that to me or make me do that. I took off my top to reveal my bra. It was a condition that we came dressed and brought our beach wear with us. I then took off my shorts to reveal my panties. I was trembling by now. Next was my trainers and socks. just being bare foot like that seemed very naughty. I knew if found out I'd be punished for being naughty and naughty if you understand. Next was my bra and I did cover best i could. I had not perfect any technique this being my first time stripping for a boy or another girl. I mean striping as opposed to undressing. one is a natural act with no sexual cogitation the other is sex charged. I struggled to remove my panties and that was that I was naked. Two things here. Firstly, Mork had looked at me. He certainly saw all of me. His signal to drop my arms which I did afforded him a even better view. But he didn't .... not sure of the right word here... ogle me, devour me, actively with focus and precise scrutinise me. I was just a young girl of 14 striping naked in his front room that happen to be in his eye line. I hope you understand the situation from my description. Secondly, I was more interested than Mork in Windy. From entering the house and seeing her naked I could not take my eyes off her. she was stood completely uncovered arms at side or just naturally doing things like running her hands through her hair, ruling her upper arm with the opposite hand, and so on. Although I'd looked at Mindy her two strips where unexpected so I just gazed at her as opposed to look. Although I didn't expect to see Windy naked in the room, I did expect to see us all naked that day. sometime in the last week I'd formed the intention to look. which is what I was doing as I walked over to my spot. During my strip I'd watched Mork and Windy equally. Windy had looked at me and smiled and definitely focused in on my sexual parts and probably compared. I'd check out her lovely firm breasts. My description from the memory picture I have just created in my mind. I know at the time I enjoyed looking and noticed how different they where to mine or Mindy's. Mine where really like fried eggs still. I needed a bra but they weren't dumplings like Windy's. Mindy's where like poached eggs. Sorry for the egg metaphors just had them for my tea. I took in her brown muff and could see her cherry lips. I know when I saw them I had my first pang. I'd thought in my mind that Mork would see my bare breasts and bum but hadn't really processed my bush etc.. My thinking was that guys had something to see down they we didn't Crazy or what? Windy also showed off her bum due to turning to watch me then generally moving around and me moving slightly backwards and forwards passed her body. Now naked I was quite frighten as well as expectant. Mork just said to go down to the basement. I was now really concerned. basements where always dangerous places in the horror movies I'd secretly watched. In the basement Mindy was stood naked. That was it just stood naked. We joined her and Mork left us there. She thanked us profusely. We chatted and consoled each other. I had chance now to looked over her body and Windy's together. Her blonde bush was much thinner than my black bush or Windy's brown. her bottom was very sharp, no puppy fat like mine and Windy's. Her vagina lips seemed moist. I hadn't at that time seen myself naked when enjoying myself. I'd always been under bedclothes or in the bath tub. I noticed something else that I was checking out my own body. Looking at what I looked like naked. I was wondering what they thought of me and this strange situation. Did they think less of me. Did they think i was dirty? Mork reappeared our swimsuits in hand and told us to put them on. he watched us dress and said we could please ourselves what we did until he needed us. We went out to the pool and discussed what had just happen. After sometime Windy asked me what I thought of her body. She said she had seen me 'looking". I said I thought it was find. We then compared our body's which gave me goose bumps. This was the first time that someone was talking about my naked body. We stayed out until lunch time Mork not bothering us at all. We went in to make sandwiches and where sat around the kitchen table. Mork appeared when Mindy shouted she made him a sandwich. He entered the kitchen and looked at Mindy. She took off her swimsuit without being really asked. He then looked at us and just stood there. Windy stood from her chair and looked at me and began to remove hers. I just followed on without saying anything. We stood the three of us naked and Mork just turned around and left. Windy asked if we could dress. Mork repapered and causing me to obviously jump. All he said was for us to wear our bikini's that afternoon and left again. We stood there for a few seconds which seemed like minutes and Windy turned and left the kitchen for the living room and her bikini. After a few more seconds Mindy and both moved. We'd not been in the room since the morning. Our clothes where as we left them except someone had put our underwear on the coffee table with our bikinis. My mother's underwear was gone along with Windy's mother's. I've never seen it since. We got into our bikinis and Mindy said we should put our clothes in her bedroom like we normally did. She carried them off up stairs. Mork did not bother us all afternoon. getting nearer time to go for dinner I went in the house and up to Mindy's room to change. Once in my clothes I went looking for Mork. I asked for my mother's underwear and he said that he was keeping that as insurance that we didn't say anything. I left very uneasy about mum finding her underwear missing. I had chosen a old set which I was sure see wouldn't miss for a day until I suck it back home. But permanently gone. It was weeks later that out of the blue mum mentioned the missing underwear. I blushed and hoped she did not notice. But I think she did and to this day I've never told her. We moved into our new house after that and I had to change schools so never saw them after that unless I bumped into them in town or at inter school events. |
sexual development 3
| Name: | Louise Walker |
| E-mail address: | louise.walker@gmail.com |
| Subject: | My sexual development - continues on |
| Message: | Hello All,
Don't expect to get around to writing further for a while. But it's really bright, sunny and warm here in the UK this morning and he couldn't sleep. I've been a bit charged up since writing my first posts here and at St George's Hospital. I've been remembering all my past adventures and just seem to have the desire now to 'spill the beans'. After the last rather strange incident we moved into our new home. Dad was at last going to be in one place for at least 5 years. Mum wanted me to have some stability in my final years at school so that I'd be able to go to college and on to university. Consequently I had to move schools again our house being in the next school district. The boarder line ran between my new house and Mindy's. Other than bumping into her on the street or at inter-school competitions I never saw her again. My old neighbourhood had seen better days. We where just renting there temporarily until dad found something more suitable. My new neighbourhood was quite affluent. Even in Washington state with cold winters most houses had a pool even if a small one. All seam to have a hot tub at least. One house I knew had a pool house so you could use the pool all year around. One friend had a large pool and we tended to congregate around it. It had taken a while to become part of a group of friends but by the next summer it was as if I'd always been there. During that year I'd discovered boys. A bit of a late bloomer by today's standards. I was a good girl and 'doing it' meant a kiss on the lips whilst fending off roving hands. I had now turned 15 and had developed. My bush was now very think and I need to trim and maintain it. My breasts had swelled and certainly attracted the boys. I had a good few of the wealthy good looking hunks chasing me. It was now that I developed my sexual interests. I loved to be seen my the boys in my bikini or swim gear. I would wear provocative clothing, well at least what I could get away with with mum, or when I knew she wouldn't drive by and catch me out in something she'd kill me for wearing. I also discovered that I liked girls seeing me naked. I would undress in gym class or swim meets. I'd not be all sexually provocative just undress. I would love it when I caught a girl checking me out. I would love to watch other girls undress or dress. I loved to check out their developments against mind. In particular I noticed that my bush was a lot richer, and thicker than theirs. I found out when I was studying that the reason for this was my ancestry. My father back in the past was descended from a African American. So your not misled by this statement I am absolutely snow white. But its also the reason for my large breasts on a otherwise small frame. Also I was and still her very good at and competitive at sports. I love winning. So I use to especially check out the African girls imaging what I'd look like if I was dark skinned. So then the summer of 1988. I was sitting around the pool of my friends when the boys we where with asked if we'd play truth or dare. We'd had a few attempts at playing this over the last year but they'd always just petered out with out anything really happening. On this occasion we where in our swim wear. So we soon got around to one of the guys taking a dare. We done all the who with, how far bit. he was dared by my other close female friend to show his willy. Well he declined on the grounds that we girls would not reciprocate when it came to our turn to do a dare. This led to the who have you seen and in what state. I asked my girlfriend which girls she'd seen. She looked at me puzzled then said well all of them. She said that she'd seen me in the buff with nothing on flaunting it many times. The boys paid me extra attention and a lovely ripple ran through my body. Referring of course to gym classes and our friends at school. The boys made the usual 'I wish I was a girl" and we corrected this fallacy, "And one of them said about being a lesbian". By now the game had dissolved in terms of the normal rules but the boys asked what we girls got up to together. We asked what the boys did and they all felt that was disgusting. Let us call him Craig said did we ever show each other our bits - that is pussies. We all felt that was disgusting and pulled faces, except I was instantly wondering what the other girls pussies did exactly look like close up, full on in the raw. Rather than the glimpse through bush or catching through gaps in legs and toilet seats. More conversation on the subject was getting me worked up. Then Craig said he'd show us his willy if we'd show our bits and pieces too. Well that caused lots of laughter and name calling. And that was that. A few days later we girls where together by ourselves around the pool. let us call her Marie asked if we'd would have shown our bits and pieces to the boys. Kelly said that she doubted that Helen would show anything. Helen was a bit over weight. She had sizeable breasts like mine but a sizeable body to go with them. She hung with us because JJ her brother was the local supplier of alcohol. We began to challenge each other about showing off to the boys. Eventually I was a bit worked up and I said that the other three where two chicken to even go topless here and now. This had my body tingling like electricity. I'd never been topless in this context before, that is lying around the pool sunbathing so where it came from as an idea I don't know. Well the girls called my bluff. I put my hands behind my back, trembling, and undid my clasp and took off my bikini top. Kelly just looked bog eyed. I think today it was a double reaction. One of I can't believe you've done that and one of 'Wow" there big/nice. Marie just said gosh Loulou what if some one sees. She was looking around the fence line. I don't think I one from the other house could see into that spot but the thought of it made me tingle even more. Well go on you next I said in general. Marie and Kelly just laughed and tried to cover their faces. Helen was just sat there very quiet. Marie and Kelly turned their attention to her. They started to goad her and say that she'd be too embarrassed to because she didn't have such a nice body as us three. I have to admit that in those days I use to join in in their name calling and other nastiness. Sorry Helen. Helen stood took off her top and sat back donw. She was 'not my cup of coffee' but I did look and checked out her nipples which where small for her breasts. Mine are quite large. I now turned my attention to my prey. I wanted Marie and Kelly to 'strip' for me. I'd seen them naked many times so I knew what they looked like it was that this was a new and naughty situation. Marie who's house it was looked around then undid her string around her neck. looked some more and undid her back string to reveal to me her lovely dainty breasts. Kelly now rather rapidly whipped off her top showing her breasts momentarily then covered them. I had been sitting on the edge of my lounger topless. By that I mean not at all covered. Helen was covering now after the attention had want from her. Marie was trying to decide what to do. I laid back to sun myself and the others did likewise. Soon when I looked around I could see they all where uncovered. Helen seemed the most at easy, Kelly would twitch every time that there was a noise. Need to go to work, I'll finish this later. ye for now..... |
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sexual development 2
| Name: | Louise Walker |
| E-mail address: | louise.walker@gmail.com |
| Subject: | My sexual development - continues on |
| Message: | Our days
around the pool continued. One day it was very hot and we where all in
the pool. The boys where splashing and chasing us. Craig suggested a
game of piggy back fights. Each boy would have a girl on his shoulders.
Well except poor Helen. She laid out on the side of the pool watching.
After about 15 minutes of this Craig said that rather than trying to
knock the girl off into the pool we should try to grab and remove each
others bikinis. Well that request went down very well. After some
argument and splashing the boys realised that we weren't going to give
in and they sulked off.
We girls where now sunning ourselves and Marie asked if I would have played the boys silly game. I said that the thought had made me 'warm' which was our way at that time of saying sexed. We chattered for a bit about which of the boys we fancied and why. Although we'd hung out with the boys for a year now we hadn't really paired off. Other cliques within the school had paired off, I wasn't sure why we hadn't. The other kids at school regard us has the brainy bunch. We where all in various after school clubs which where academic rather than social/fun. I was a spelling bee, a debater, and chess player. spelling bee was from mum, me and dad played chess all the time since I was well very young. The debating was that I loved to argue. I was also in the schools citizens project doing volunteering work with the elderly, disabled, and was also a peer mentor for the less able kids. The others like wise belonged to various combination of these clubs. I was also a keen walker and cross country runner having spent all my early life in national parks around the country with dads work. So all though boys interested me. I'd not really singled one out. Marie, asked what I'd do if Craig saw me naked. Well I would have just buckled and gone all girly. But I said, "He wouldn't know what to do so why bother". We carried on this conversation for about an hour. It was getting near the time for parents to arrive home. Kelly said that she doubted very much that I'd go naked for them never mine the boys. This ended with us all accusing the others of similar cowardice but saying that we would be brave enough. Some more days passed and the boys announced that they where going off to a football try out. To watch and meet some professionals. I can't remember exactly what it was. So we girls had the day to ourselves. We where in the kitchen after a early dip and lounge in the early morning warmth. Kelly asked if I was going to sunbathe topless. It came out of know where and had me tingling. "I will if you" I said. "Go on then dare you to take your top off and leave it here" pointing at the table. Marie looked wide eyed and Helen who's been on the fringe of the group moved closer to the kitchen tops. I smiled thought about it and reached behind and removed my top. Marie gasped a bit. I throw it onto the table and stood there a little uneasy topless. "Well" I said and Kelly looked around and then having no objections or support she took off her top too. We now looked together at Marie. She swallowed a bit then looking over her shoulder out of the kitchen window even though no one could really see removed her top. Helen now without asking removed hers. "Okay lets get our drinks and go outside." Marie said moving to pick up her top. "No the deal was leave them here" I said. The other three now looked at each other and me. "I think we need them close by just in case" Marie said. I shook my head. We stood still for what seemed like an age before Kelly said, "Yeah, that's what I said. big mouth, that will teach me". We filed out onto the pool side. I must admit I walked cautiously fearing that some delivery guy or neighbour would just pop up. Once a few paces out but still shielded and listen for every sound I scampered for the sun-lounger that I always used. The others followed on and like me placed their drinks and bowls of finger food at their sides. We just laid back and drank in the early sun. the sun started to get out and it came time to put on some sun cream. I started with my arms and Kelly said she'd do my back. Kelly started rubbing in the cream and a strange feeling ran throw my body. It was the first time a girl had touched me when I was naked. She started on my front and before I could object or realise she gently rubbed lotion into my breasts. We spent the rest of the morning sunning ourselves until we came hungry and derided to go in a have something to eat. Our bikini tops where still on the table where we left them. We dressed and arranged lunch. After eating it was to hot even in the shade so we stayed in the cool of the house. We where in the den as we called it chatting away. Kelly suggested that we should play truth or door. We moaned a bit at this since we'd all more or less told everyone everything. Kelly then said that we should do some more daring things. She came up with a list which made us all laugh. Then she asked me to re-tell my curious incident. This time asking questions for detail. The heat died down and we went back outside. We'd be laid out for a while when Kelly said' "Dare you to go completely naked Lou" Marie gasped and said something like "Kelly are you gay". We had a good laugh. But the thought had been planted. A little while passed and I just had an urge. I sat up and removed my top. Now topless I laid back down. I heard Kelly doing likewise moments later then after a prompt form Kelly Marie and Helen did likewise too. Sometime past and the long afternoon was slowly turning into evening. Marie's mum would be home soon. We put our tops back on and after another half hour marie's mum apeared and we all began to drift off home. The next few days where uneventful. The boys where off with one of there dads doing something and we girls where left alone again around Marie's. We where up in Marie's room changing into bikinis Kelly had stripped naked and put on her bottoms. She was stood topless. "dare you all to just go topless from here" Kelly said. After some discussion four nervous teenage girls very topless crept out of Marie's room and down to the kitchen. We prepared some juice and nibbles and with a careful check went outside to the pool. We had a swim and once again Kelly put some sun lotion on me including my breasts. I reciprocated and then did Marie who did Helen with a bit of a grudge. Once the sun got too hot we went inside and just stayed topless. Down in the den Kelly once more suggested dares. We fobbed her off until she said about sunbathing nude again. I said I would if she would. I didn't expect what happen next. Kelly stood and removed her bottoms and just stood there naked on show. I was a bit well. I can't really explain it. Not shocked more amazed. I was sat looking at a naked girl and she did not seem to mine my obvious looking as opposed to just seeing. I could have stay in that long moment forever but my stomach was cramping. The cramp was the fear and excitement and eagerness to be just like her and have her looking at me. I stood up and removed my bottoms. I made to attempt to conceal what so ever. We just stood there looking. "Gosh you two are mad" Marie said. It took a little longer to persuade Marie out of her bottoms even though it was her home. Helen just followed suit once we all where naked. It was a bit strange. We'd seen each other naked changing many times but this was different. The only way i can say it is that this was deliberate nudity not co-incidental nudity. After we'd had our fill of each other and became more self-concious Kelly said, "Right then" at that was that we where off in a line upstairs out to the pool. That first time stepping out of the kitchen onto the patio was frightening and exhilarating at the same time. Kelly had hesitated at the door and we'd all got a fit of giggles. Once outside it was like when you've had a menthol sweet and the air feels cool and clear. Your head feels alive. My skin tingled. We'd laid out on the lounges for about 10 minutes when Kelly asked Marie to rub some lotion on her bottom which she did. "Do you want some on to Lou" Marie asked and I said yes. We laid there for about an hour when Kelly up the stakes again. |
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Sexual development 1
| Name: | Louise Walker |
| E-mail address: | louise.walker@gmail.com |
| Subject: | My sexual development - continues on |
| Message: | I'd seen my
father's penis on a good few occasions. We weren't a family that went
around nude or flaunting it but we weren't a prudish family either. On
camping trips we shared the same tent up until I left junior college so i
was often seen naked by dad and saw him naked too.
This was different. CJ was just stood there naked. His penis and balls clearly on show. Is tobacco brown pubic hair seemed to be in a monks ring around his penis. It was flaccid bit with signs of excitement. It last about 10 seconds that first sight but it seemed a life time. I'd just put my hand to my mouth and looked at the other girls. I didn't gasp but you could hear my breath being drawn in. Marie was bent double and turning her head away. Kelly seemed not sure. Unsure, it was has if she was deeply processing something. She looked mesmerised but also very uncertain. Helen had a fit of the giggles but was managing to over come them to look. CJ went on his way. His pert little bottom glowed brightly in the sun light. Once he'd got to the diagonally opposite corner, he did his little twirl. I could clearly see his meat and two veg sway with the movement. He twirl a few times clearly exhibiting his self. He walked back to the group and said, "Well you didn't stop me. So its one of your turns". We all now looked at Kelly. "What you looking at me for?" she said. "Well your the blabber mouth" Marie said. "No way" Kelly said. "Well I'm not showing these my bits" Marie said. I was conflicted. I just wanted to stand up and strip off and run around naked for the boys. But the well brought up me was keeping me pinned to the lounger. The other side of me now had a strange thought and feeling. I wanted to see Kelly's embarrassment or humiliation by being made to do it. For I was sure that she wouldn't enjoy it any more than I would. "Well you can undress your self and go streaking or me and Lou will strip you" Marie said. This just kicked me into over drive. Not really sure why that first time. I'd not seen any one stripped. But the idea of it just seemed to trigger something. Kelly stood hesitantly. She looked confused. She seemed to be where she wanted to be but was not sure if it was the right place after all. She breathed in deeply. Turned away and began to undo her top. The boys where ecstatic at just this simple unrevealing act. They 'high fived' each other and made delighted sounds. Not words as such. "KAW" is the close to the sound as I can spell. "She's doing it" said bob. I was just in awe and amazed. I'd hoped I'd be as brave when it was my turn. yes looking back I am sure even at that point that I knew I'd be going through with it. Kelly slipped off her top keeping her breasts covered. Still back to the boys. I was spilt between looking at CJ member and Kelly. Kelly was winning. She now looked over her shoulder and started to push down her bikini bottoms to reveal her lush no white bits sun tanned bottom. She let them drop to the floor and covered her bush with her other free hand. She now turned naked but concealed. She stood for a moment letting us drink it in. Then was off around the pool. At the closest farthest corner bottom to us Craig said, "Drop your arms away" Kelly ignored him and continued much slower than normal because of the concealing. When see approached the diagonal corner Craig once more commanded, "You have to show the lot and do a twirl". Kelly came to a halt. Looked around then over to us. The boys and me where fixed on her. Marie still giggling was trying not to look. Helen I wasn't interested in her. Kelly dropped her arms quickly and recovered. She began to walk off. "No way. Your still getting a full show of me we want to see you". CJ said. CJ hadn't dressed and once more it brought his naked bum to my attention. Kelly would be looking right at his penis. She looked around unsure then dropped her arms to reveal everything. she fidgeted on the spot and then slowly turned. she came to a stop for a few moments then quickly covered and started on her journey back. the boys begged her to "walk naked" meaning uncovered but she wouldn't. When she arrived back me and Marie where on our feet to meet her and hug her. "way to go girl" Once back she dressed back into her bikini. We where praising her and commenting on her bravery. The boys where saying how great she looked and making sure she knew what they had saw. "Right one of you go first this time" Craig said. "No you've had your fun" Marie said. "So the rest of you are chickens, then" naked CJ said. I was now back looking at his member. "You said one of us for you so you've had your one" Marie said. "I'll do it next" said Craig, "if one of you do it first". "No way. I'm not that stupid" Marie said. More persuasion followed. Then Marie said, "Helen will do it". "No you or Lou" Bob said. I felt sorry for Helen that the boys didn't want to see her naked. There are points in your life where you clearly know that you are about to make a momentous decision. One that will change your life for ever. Its as if you can see beyond a wall, well not see but know that something exist beyond the wall. I started three or four times before I started properly. I turned back to the boys. "Lou!" Marie exclaimed. I think realising that my going through with it meant she would now have to. I undid my top and let it drop. I covered as Kelly had done. I wanted the boys to see me naked but not see my bits and pieces. That I know makes no sense but you'll just have to go figure it for yourself because I can't make sense of it even today. I then slipped off my bottoms and learned about the sacrifice of the bum. A lady's bum is always sacrificed in these situations to cover more essential parts. I now breathed. I looked down and saw my covered nakedness. I was two people. The observer and the observed. Wanting to and wanting to fly, die, curl up, disappear. I turned and the boys where appreciative. Whistles and wows. I set off around the pool covered. The boys crying after me to drop 'em. At the diagonal corner I stopped and turned to face them. Until then I was imagining what the boys where seeing of my naked bottom. I was wondering what was going through there minds. A bit of me was wondering if they could be trusted or would this make me a laughing stock. Now I would do something that I'd either regret for the rest of my life. or regret not doing. I was stood completely naked in the sun clearly on show for the first time in my life for a group of boys to see. I wasn't loving it or hating it. In fact I was neutral. I was just me there naked. I dropped my arms and slowly turned around. I didn't display. I didn't wait to turn just stopped and started at the same instant. I completed my first turn to the boys say very complimentary things about me and my body so I carried on turning. Once back around me sense returned or fear I can't remember which and I covered again quickly. I began to walk and the boys called for me to be fair and walk uncovered. About half way back I just did it. dropped my arms and walked naked back to be greeted by hugs from Marie and Kelly. I dressed and Craig waited although Marie was already goading him to strip and streak. "I'm wait for Lou to finish" he said. Once I had finished dressing he slipped off his trunks and stood there. even flaccid it was big. I do mean big. We girls all just looked. He made no attempt to conceal. he even lifted it up so we could see the pointed end. Kelly's request. It was a couple of minutes before he went for his walk and we got to see his muscular bottom. Craig worked out at a gym. Not a modern one like we have these days but a boxing gym for boys. We saw everything very clearly. I wasn't embarrassed like I was a bit with CJ. Seeing CJ seemed naughty as in in trouble. This was just very naughty warm feelings all over. Craig completed his walk and like CJ stayed naked. I was trying not to compare but couldn't help it. "Well your up next Marie" Kelly said. "No its their turn to go first again". Marie said. Bob just stripped off his t-shirt and shorts and started walking. Marie's face looked a picture. She knew her fate was really sealed now. I'd been taken so by surprise by bob that I hadn't saw anything. So now had the site of his still small school boy bum waddling. He reached the display corner as we came to call it. And showed clearly his bits and pieces. He was still a school boy where as the others had turned the corner into being young men. He arrived back and stayed naked. Marie tried everything to get out of it. But when Kelly had enough she said, "Well we'll just have to strip you". Marie said, "NO, no" and without much more ado turned her back to the boys. She slipped off her top and eventually her bottoms. She turned and covered amazed us. She dropped her arms and stood there quite naked on show. Her next comment was unexpected, completely. "I should make you two do it again properly". With that she walked off quite naked. even her firm breasts wobbled a little bit. Her blonde bush did not conceal her woman hood at all. It was not a raunchy walk the only way I can describe it is, She walked quite matter of factly. You could just see everything but she wasn't showing you everything. Unlike my run and Kelly's where the boys where very vocal they stood silently as I did drinking on the seen. I was more interested in their faces then looking at Marie but I didn't miss the opportunity. Kelly had a rye smile on her face. When she saw me looking, she smiled and mouthed. "Tell you latter". Marie did her twirl and returned to the group for a hug from me then Kelly. Marie dressed and Helen now looked very uncomfortable. No one was daring her or even paying her attention. It was as if she'd disappeared. I had to say something even if I was to sign Helen's death warrant so to speak. "Helen's turn" I said. There was little enthusiasm for it. except on the part of Helen who at my comment stripped in plain view of the boys and stood there for a good few minutes until I said "You better do your walk now". This first incident stands out in my memory. We where really horrible to Helen. She was often the butt of jokes there after and on one occasions we made her show the boys her womanhood very up close and personal. We went our separate ways after junior college and I've often wondered what happened to her and if we did her any permanent damage. |
| Homepage URL: | http://creativejottings.blogspot.com/ |
| Name: | Louise Walker |
| E-mail address: | louise.walker@gmail.com |
| Subject: | My sexual development - continues |
| Message: | Sorry for last post cutting short at interesting point. I wasn't watching the time.
We laid in the late afternoon sun for about an hour reading magazines and chatting. I can't really describe that first time naked. It felt wrong but Oh so right. For the first half hour every sound had you all alert. You couldn't help but want to look at the others. First furtively then much more boldly. Kelly certainly seemed to like the attention. Her breasts where smaller than mind but had finished forming completely, They fill out more over the next year but shaping wise they where done. Marie had little spikes, I can't think of any other way to describe them. They would over the next year fill out and shape into a volcano cone. Helen's where like very large poached eggs. The came out of her chest by about quarter of a inch but where very flat. They must have had a diameter of 6 inches. just think of a large poached egg. Mine where what Dom calls yatchies. They have a v triangle at the bottom and a more round curve at the top. The nipple curves up and points to the sky slightly. What was of more interest was what was down below. Marie being blonde had very light hair covering so I could clearly see her pussy lips. They where very tight and straight. Helen had a big think forest untamed. You could really see anything. Kelly was sensational. She cut and trimmed. It was a neat triangle and short and thick. Her vagina was like two semi-circle lines. It was very clearly defined. Although I'd seen all of them naked in gym class or pool before this was the first time that I could look as opposed to just catch a glimpse. As I said Kelly now p the stakes. "Dare you to run around the pool" Kelly said. I lay still not sure if she meant me. She sat up and turned to sit on the edge of her lounger. "Well dare you all". "That's just silly" Marie said. "It's daring" Kelly said. I was already feeling strange feelings. My body made me want to close my legs tight. I could feel myself breathing. My skin prickled. I could feel my body doing it. I closed my eyes and imagined myself half way around bum on show. "Go on know one can see" Kelly said. "So what's the point" I said not knowing where that comment came from. We all giggled. A few silent and hanging seconds of tension followed and then Kelly stood. I looked at her up and down. She looked over to the pool and then generally around. Hesitated and then set off. Marie giggled and covered her mouth, then looked at me. Helen now sat up and watched. We stared in amazement has Kelly walked around the pool. Once diagonally opposite us she did a twirl with arms out showing off every thing in the strong sun. She walked back and stood at the line our loungers ends made. "You next" she said to me. I looked over to the pool. It seemed to grow in size. The far corner seemed a long way from the house. There again thinking back now my bikini was down in the basement. I stood. Marie said, "You are both mad. I'm not doing it" That just seemed to strangely give me steel to do it. I set off around the pool. The increased heat of the direct sun scorched my naked body. The pool tiles where quite warm. I wish I could say I felt something in particular. I had a sense of what I was doing was naughty. naughty in the parents would tell you off if they caught you stakes. Rather than sexy naughty. I was more aware once more of sounds from around the neighbourhood. At the diagonally opposite part of the pool Kelly called out for me to do a twirl. I did and then something hit me. It was a mix of fear and "some invisible being in my body took over'. I was willingly displaying my naked body for another girl. I finished my walk and sat back down on the lounger. Marie was very resistant to the walk idea. She pointed out that she thought that the pool could be seen by a number of houses. Now she told us. She said we should dress because her mum would be in soon. At least one whole hour away. It was a silly idea, nothing to it, pointless. At this Helen stood up and did the walk. That sealed Marie's fate and reluctantly, hesitantly looking through the trees to see if she could be seen she completed the walk. We all sat panting for a few seconds then just burst out laughing. We finished the late afternoon sun and after a good few attempts by Marie she dragged us in to dress. We walked naked through the house which did feel very naughty again. Something had happened. The pool was a safe place to be naked. It was a okay place to be naked. You where meant to be naked around pools. You weren't meant to be naked in your friends family room, front hall or down in the basement. The summer grow even hotter. We spent days around the pool with the lads. They where lucky if they saw us in our bikinis which they kept requesting. The sun was much to strong to not be in the shade or covered. A thunder storm took the heat out of the summer again and meant we could now sunbath properly again. I'd lay in bed imagining being naked around my pool. Totally impractical. Then around Craig's pool. Then in my house where i shouldn't be. I began when home alone doing dashes as I called them to various places in the house. Then just walking around. I'd began to explore more my own body in bed and gave myself some lovely feelings. One night my body exploded. I wasn't frighted but really didn't know what to call it. You could really ask your mum. It was months later in school that I heard older girls talking about orgasms. We'd been sitting around the pool for a couple of hours when Craig said. "Don't you girls want to go topless". Well I just went crimson. Marie instantly protested our collective innocence. "Kelly told me all about your topless sunbathing" Craig said. Let us call him Bob, said "I thought you said they where naked" Marie now turned on Kelly. "You bitch what you tell them for" Kelly now seemed embarrassed. A thought popped into my head and I looked over to and around the pool imagining. Craig and the boys ribbed us for over an hour. Until let us call him CJ said, "I'll do the dare if one of you girls will" they knew about that too. They pestered us to agree. Eventually CJ said, "Well I'm going to do it. If you don't stop me its your agreement to one of you doing it". With that he stood slipped off his shorts and off he went. |
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